Auticon is a social enterprise on a mission to reduce barriers to employment for autistic and other neurodivergent adults. All the IT & Data consultants they employ are autistic.
Helen studied Astrophysics at the University of St Andrews and then completed a PhD in Astronomy and Astrophysics at the University of Geneva.
“My mum calls it my poker face…I’ve always been good at hiding what I’m thinking and feeling from most people. In fact, I often adopt a mask that shows you the opposite of what is going on inside my head, or one that matches your face — if you look happy, then so do I! This is one of the things I need to exist in a world where everyone is given the same rulebook, but it’s written in a language I don’t understand. From behind my poker face, I’m watching everyone, trying to figure out what the rules might be.
As a child, my parents tried multiple times to get an autism diagnosis but, because it was poorly understood in girls, I always tested as ‘borderline’. And without a diagnosis, no one was interested in giving assistance. But, on the whole, during my school years I managed relatively well. Most days I would come home and instantly fall sleep for an hour or two in front of the television. Classrooms filled with dozens of children whilst you are trying to learn something will knock it out of you.
Doing my A-levels, things got a little harder. The rulebook changed as we became adults. As I juggled more advanced classes, I was trying to catch-up to the new rules everyone else suddenly had and, moving to university, it was even more so. Instead of me treading water alone, my university had a fantastic support system in place — the disability team. Even for someone without a formal diagnosis, there was help for anyone who needed it. They knew how to navigate the things that can trip you up.
It was my disability adviser at university who encouraged me to go for one last try at a diagnosis. And whilst my very long conversation with the psychologist felt a little like pulling teeth (for me, not him), two diagnostic questionnaires and a month later, I was finally formally diagnosed as autistic. *Cue the hallelujah chorus*. With that in my back pocket, it was easier for me and my disability adviser to find resources and assistance that meant I didn’t just survive university, but thrived. That’s not to say there weren’t difficult moments, just that when they happened, I knew I had an army of people to help me through them.
The years after university weren’t particularly easy. Moving to a new country to do a PhD meant a whole new rulebook to learn and it included things that were confusing and sometimes downright unfair, not to mention a language I didn’t speak. And I decided to do it without disclosing I was autistic. Initially, I just wanted to see how far I could go but it soon changed to not wanting to out myself as someone who was different or challenging. In an early conversation with a group of peers, one suggested that autistic people didn’t belong. Getting to know this person, I’m certain they didn’t mean it the way it was said… but you can’t escape the fact that they said it anyway.
One of the biggest things I struggle with is my self-doubt. I’m highly skilled at convincing myself I’m not good enough. The constant battle with Imposter Syndrome is hard when you already feel on the outside by just being neurodivergent. And it gets a lot harder when someone actually (untruthfully) accuses you of not being enough – compounded by the doom of COVID and lockdowns, that was a traumatic time. But even a soul-destroying moment can generate a silver lining. Not only did I get to see this person’s true colours, but also my own. By being who I am — autism and all — I had a horde of friends and colleagues who circled me and shored me up. They reminded me who I was, all of the good things and carefully explained precisely how all the negative claims weren’t true.
In the past couple of years, I’ve learned more about me and my autism. Whilst I have difficulties — my immense self-doubt, easily overwhelmed by people and sounds and information, and missing social cues – to just name a few, I have valuable qualities as well. I consider myself to be a good friend. I can view things from different angles and I question my thoughts and actions before I say or do them. I want to help others and right wrongs. I work hard and I am good at what I do (even if I forget that most of the time). And ‘all it takes’ to do all of that is to have music in headphones, carefully plan and research everything that I do, and always have my poker face at the ready.
Working at auticon, I get a lot of help — talking things through every week with my job coach really helps. And it’s important to be treated as an independent adult and not as a permanently needy and disabled person. Whilst normal things like commuting are tiring, I really miss the travelling like I did during my PhD — it sounds silly, but a 30-mile trip to ‘the office’ feels harder than travelling to London, Germany, the USA or Chile. And although I can find it hard to chat with both friends and strangers, I miss giving talks to hundreds. There is more to me than data and coding, and it’s important to share that and the good word about autism with everyone.”
If you are autistic and interested in the careers that auticon offer, you can find out more on their website: Careers – auticon United Kingdom
If you have any questions about auticon, you are welcome to connect with Sharon Cant, Recruitment Marketing Specialist in the auticon Scotland team on LinkedIn or via Sharon.Cant@auticon.co.uk
Sharon used to work at the University of Edinburgh Careers Service so would be delighted to hear from University of Edinburgh students or graduates.
If you haven’t managed to get something planned for summer maybe you are feeling under pressure. Or maybe you have been applying and not got anything yet and that can feel disheartening. Sometimes students feel they have missed the deadlines for everything by now (not true!). Here are a couple of points to consider:
Are you accessing all the support and feedback available to you for applications and interviews? If not, check here first: Applications and interviews
2. Are you in second year? Many formal internships are targeted to third/penultimate years so it can be harder for 1st and 2nd years to find advertised internships. However……let’s start with MyCareerHub
On 1st April 2024, there are still advertised opportunities on MyCareerHub. I did a search using “internships” as a search and 188 came up. I know they won’t all be relevant or interesting for everyone but there still opportunities out there. e.g. Scottish Government Digital Directorate has some great opportunities. Scottish Government Digital Directorate internships
If you use “vacation work” as a filter, there are 89 opportunities that come up on MyCareerHub – less formal, more likely to consider applications from year 2 Vacation work
The Space Placements in industry are still being advertised , open to any year Also on MyCareerHub https://sa.catapult.org.uk/spin/
I also did a search on Gradcracker.com filtering by science/physics/summer and there are still 33 opportunities being advertised Gradcracker.com
While some specify penultimate year (Deloitte, Network Rail) , some don’t e.g. Hoare Lee, Arup, Leonardo (internships in Software Eng and Photonics, needs security clearance)
If none of these interest you, you could consider:
Trying one or more of the short taster projects on Forage.com (free) gives you an insight and awareness of different jobs and sectors https://www.theforage.com/
Check out the “Career development” section to help you plan your next steps. If you are in the earlier years of your degree, it can give you ideas, inspiration and help you “Discover what’s out there”
The Case study section showcases some of the range of researchers across academia and industry, working in everything from cosmology and quantum computing, to biology and education
In the “Ask me anything” section, top physicists offer you their advice
In the “Employer directory”, you can find out more about companies and institutions currently hiring physics graduates.
Still many paid summer internships open with a range of space sector organisations. These are advertised through the Spintern programme set up by UK Space Agency and partners
Dr Laura Gilbert CBE, physics graduate and Chief Analyst and Director of Data Science at 10 Downing Street will be sharing her own career story and advice for careers in technology.
This Masterclass is an exceptional, free opportunity designed to empower participants with key insights into building a strong personal brand on LinkedIn and hear from established female leaders in technology. The session will be led by Yessi Bello Perez, LinkedIn’s Community and Editorial Segments Lead for UK and Pan Europe, covering critical topics to help budding tech talents:
Attracting Employers: Learn what top companies are looking for
Amplifying Professional Presence: Use LinkedIn to share your achievements and aspirations.
Building Lasting Connections: Network with like-minded peers and industry leaders.
Establishing a Strong Brand Foundation: Consolidate your personal brand
Joining the TechGirl Community also offers the chance to connect with influential leaders and gain mentorship from female technology leaders like Laura Gilbert and many other established leaders – see the full list of mentors here
There is no such thing as a perfect CV, or one single “right way” to write it. Your CV is personal and you should feel that it gives an accurate and positive reflection of your experience, skills and motivations – in relation to the required criteria of what you are applying for. You should always tailor and target your CV for the job/role/course you are applying for
If you’re feeling short of inspiration looking at examples of CVs, and cover letters, will give you ideas of phrasing, layout and style. Take a look at some of these examples in CareersServicePlus to help you work out what would be most effective for you.
I’m not saying they are perfect but they were all successful in getting the applicant to an interview.
Come along to this event in McEwan hall on Wed 28th Feb. Close to 50 employers with internships and graduate roles – and a chance for you to meet them, be curious, ask questions, find out what it’s like working for them.
Lots of employers interested in physics & astronomy students including:
Undergraduate Summer Internships 2024 Applications close 31 March 2024 Starting June 2024 Machines With Vision (MWV) is a fast-growing technology company that has developed pioneering solutions to the challenge of location and positioning in rail, transforming how infrastructure owners and engineers perform maintenance. They enable track workers to get to defects quickly, safely and with certainty. Their award-winning solutions have been deployed on the railways of Network Rail, Deutsche Bahn and SBB. They were founded in 2016 and are based in Edinburgh, UK.
The role They are looking for a number of undergraduates to join them for internships this summer. These positions will be hosted in the operational areas of research and data science or software development and devops. Reporting to talented and experienced supervisors, there will be set topics for each internship depending on experience, interests and business requirements such as machine learning, algorithmic development, data analysis, code improvement and deployment.
Required for all internship positions ● Undergraduate student in Computer Science, Maths, Physics, Engineering or similar field, including students who will complete their degree this summer ● Strong problem-solving and decision-making abilities ● Excellent communication and interpersonal skills ● Availability to work between 2 and 3 months, starting summer 2024
Required for Research and Data Science internship positions Candidates should have experience with one or more of the following areas: ● experimentation/research ● python ● data analysis ● machine learning
Required for Software Development and Devops internship positions Candidates should have experience with one or more of the following areas: ● software development ● python ● databases
Benefits ● Working with bleeding edge technology to make a significant difference in the future of transportation ● Salary is the real living wage (UK) of £12/hr ● Holiday entitlement of 34 days/year prorated ● Option to work fully based in the office or hybrid (depending on the project), if hybrid you will in the office at least three days per week ● Monthly company social event, lunch time board game sessions and more Machines With Vision is committed to creating a diverse environment and is proud to be an equal opportunity employer. All qualified applicants will receive consideration for employment without regard to race, colour, religion, gender, gender identity or expression, sexual orientation, national origin, genetics, disability or age.
Living and working in Edinburgh MWV is based in Codebase, the UK’s largest Tech Accelerator situated in the heart of the historic city of Edinburgh. Long recognised as one of the world’s cultural and academic treasures, Edinburgh has recently emerged as the UK’s second city in terms of technology companies and also frequently tops lists of the world’s greatest places to live and work. We support team members working from home and hybrid working.
Applications If you are interested in working for a fast-growing, fast-paced, bleeding-edge technology company, and want to apply for this role, please start the process by going to the following Typeform questionnaire and uploading your CV
The Careers Service work in collaboration with a range of University of Edinburgh Departments to offer the Employ.ed on Campus structured summer internship programme. Employ.ed on Campus internships offer UG 2nd, 3rd and penultimate year UG students the chance to gain paid work experience and take part in activities designed to offer structure and support!
Some great internships right across the university (research, digital, marketing, IT, visual comms, equality & diversity……lots more) including within School of Physics & Astronomy
UoE Physics Careers Blog 